Let's clear the air first: We did not hook up. And now he's gone on to real life and I'm still here with an extra semester left.
But I will say that two days later one of the guys that had been out drinking with us did message me via the facebook and ask me to go out for drinks. Which was unexpected. We didn't end up going out because he had gotten a gig that night so we said we'd reschedule. Haven't heard from him since that.
Which leads me to this clearly over analyzed conclusion: The Boy and his friend had a conversation where there was some sort of man territory mapping out. The feminist in me is pissed but the friend in me understands. While what I do is none of his business, I'd still feel weird if the other guy didn't mention that he asked me out to the Boy. It's kinda a gray area.
I haven't heard from the Boy since he left, though he did like one of my statuses on facebook so I guess that counts. But we haven't had one of our long texting conversations that we used to have, so that's kinda a bummer. Despite all the weird feelings he is one of my best friends and I really don't know how I would have made it through school if it wasn't for our ridiculous bar adventures.
Maybe something will happen, maybe nothing will. For now I'm going to be young and careless and enjoy the fact that right now, there is nothing but possibilities open to me.
( I'm listening to Ellie Goulding right now so I'm all "Let's go Scream into a ravine! Then do something crazy!" She has that effect.)
Anyway, that's the story so far and if and when something happens I'll probably blog about it, because I'm vain and think that my story clearly needs to be read. Not really, I'm just a bored twentysomething bitching about the fact life can be a total dick.
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